there were strange days some time ago. there was no light to run into. only darkness to sourround me. since then i’ve wished to say something but i could not. two years after the fall of my private paradise there is the air to deliver my message to the very one it is dedicated to.
the world has changed since then. the world has been eclpised by darkness and shadow. only in my dreams the light came back. rarely my restless mind could find peace. hunted by strange thoughts of destruction and despair.
sadness and hopelessness have taken my mind away down the road of slow decay. the world is now quiet. there is nothing worse to feel. there can’t be a path leading further down. but still the world is turning and still i am here – to find the lost highway leading back to more happy days.
the future is now but the past seems so exciting. for days were bright and the sun was shining. for nights were enlightend by a full moon fighting all fear away. for the sky was singing like a myriad of birds and looked like forever blue. for perfection had defined the world we were living in.
never will i forget the time though on i go out of the shadows. trying not to look back into the fading sun of a memory which i will carry my whole life. still whispering “i miss you”. and the memories grow stronger when the sun is sinking deeper enlarging my shadow directed into the future.
and maybe our ways will cross again.
and maybe then i can dream again.
but this day might never come. and the past can’t be undone – so i have to go on.
